It so good to be at home again...
I can only come back to my place every December and I love this month. I can't explain how was the feeling started as I stepped again in our home. And I don't even how it will end, I pray it will not end anymore, but they like a story, it always have an ending, and I want to be a happy moment.
The moment I opened the door, it was very heart jumpy. I saw my grandma sleeping on the floor waiting for me. When I woke her up, I hugged her a lot, I wanted to cry but I stopped it because I don't want to make the situation very emotional because I know, she will cry as well. I missed her so much.
Even I was still in Davao, my heart was already telling me to go home. And I love the feeling and it was fulfilling when I hold the money for my fare because I know I can go already any time soon. And as went into the bus and it drove on,wow... I can't stop imagining of being at home already.
I love Christmas break, holidays! I hope it's always Christmas day so that I could have always the time of spending it to my family. It's enough to have them, but it's a great feeling if I will have them endlessly.
Merry Christmas GUYS! I pray for a prosperous NEW YEAR! Happy Holidays to everyone.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
CHRISTMAS IS NEAR....
Wow...time is so near to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ then a new year to welcome and celebrate. Time is too fast to realize that it is just days to go before the big day is on. I can't believe that I'll be spending another more year of life which is really good to know because, maybe anytime I could spend my life in just a few seconds but I pray that I'll stay until I finished and proved something in this world how I was worth to be gifted with 'LIFE'.
It's good to know that I'll be going home again in my old place, which definitely I missed a lot. I'm so excited to see again my friends, especially my family. What a great feeling. Refreshing air again. Definitely, it helps me a lot.
Christmas time is near. I believe that everyday is Christmas. Why? because love is in the air, even not exactly on December 25. Love is with everybody that shows Happiness even in times of pains and sorrows.
I love the way how I celebrate this very special day. It's because I'm with the persons I love and need the most. I realized that I exactly don't need anything. Clothes and shoes makes me happy for a moment, but the love of those people around can't compare and even countless to what they could make me feel. Feels so brand new.
It's always about LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. And I'm happy I'm always in Love.
But..
Not to forget, it's also about being grateful in all the countless blessings we have received. That's why "THANK YOU" because I'm here in this world, Thank you because I am not alone, Thank you because I'm with you. Thank you so much!]
Merry Christmas to all.
I pray that this holidays, let's give continuous love to each other and extend or hearts to others so that they could feel much more the essence of what really Christmas is all about.
I love you all. Happy Holidays!
Friday, December 3, 2010
Green Project Reflection
REACTION PAPER
ON
GREEN PROJECT
PROJECT MANAGEMENT
December 6, 2010
Prof. Marc Boladaco
Submitted to:
Cathelyn G. Nuevo BSIT-3E
Submitted by:
“Green Project”. This phrase would really catch the attention of every reader. Thus, from the words itself, Green Project speaks for a friendly environment project.
At first, I haven’t yet get the taught of the title “Green Project”, because some questions pop-out in my mind, like “What is this all about?” and “What is this article for?” Later, as I have read the content of the article, it became clearer to me why it is called “Green Project”.
What is “Green Project” all about? This informs and make aware every individual, reader and most importantly is those business people, concerning projects that could help the environment and lessen the natural problems of today’s conditions.
What is this article for? For me, this article has an advocacy that invites everyone to promote and take in action “Green Projects”. Mainly target is the business industries because they are more encourage to do so projects that will lessen to destruct our mother earth, specifically, pollution and improper management of wastes.
Project management of this kind of project would largely help the environment if pursued, maintained, and be given importance. This will definitely help to reduce pollution, thereby, it will clean the air, and, if more projects are made for reducing dependency electricity and gas, it would help to eliminate hazardous chemicals and perhaps in the future would help to return back the nature of the ozone layer, and creates no heat weather anymore or the unconditional and very unexpected climate change, especially here in the Philippines.
As mentioned in the article, in Ontario Canada, reported by Tyler Hamilton, June 19 2009 edition of Toronto Star, a Solar farm project is planned to be develop, this falls as a “green” project hence it reduces dependency on electricity generated by plants that use fossil fuels. This is a good business, it attracts solar companies, thus, it could earn big profit and at the same time, it will help reduce hazardous elements and avoids big percentage of inadequate pollution.
I came to realization that, this kind project management should be given more attention. And shall be given more time to take into reality because this could help our environment to glow again, and bring back the life of earth. Why not make AI’s that works best for the good of the environment, it could be reducing of or enhancing of.
Further, “green” projects will lift the business people to earn higher profit likewise, synchronized aid to our environment. Plus, everyone is in the position to propose project management in all times or even state a comment to what maybe green projects are needed that could possible in the future would be an immense solution of today’s problems regarding with environment matters. For instance, I know an advertisement of a product, is a paint, not to mention the brand, it helps to lessen the air pollution. The paint has a substance that collects the hazardous elements, and likely-sticks to the paint and converts it to a non-hazardous one.
ON
GREEN PROJECT
PROJECT MANAGEMENT
December 6, 2010
Prof. Marc Boladaco
Submitted to:
Cathelyn G. Nuevo BSIT-3E
Submitted by:
“Green Project”. This phrase would really catch the attention of every reader. Thus, from the words itself, Green Project speaks for a friendly environment project.
At first, I haven’t yet get the taught of the title “Green Project”, because some questions pop-out in my mind, like “What is this all about?” and “What is this article for?” Later, as I have read the content of the article, it became clearer to me why it is called “Green Project”.
What is “Green Project” all about? This informs and make aware every individual, reader and most importantly is those business people, concerning projects that could help the environment and lessen the natural problems of today’s conditions.
What is this article for? For me, this article has an advocacy that invites everyone to promote and take in action “Green Projects”. Mainly target is the business industries because they are more encourage to do so projects that will lessen to destruct our mother earth, specifically, pollution and improper management of wastes.
Project management of this kind of project would largely help the environment if pursued, maintained, and be given importance. This will definitely help to reduce pollution, thereby, it will clean the air, and, if more projects are made for reducing dependency electricity and gas, it would help to eliminate hazardous chemicals and perhaps in the future would help to return back the nature of the ozone layer, and creates no heat weather anymore or the unconditional and very unexpected climate change, especially here in the Philippines.
As mentioned in the article, in Ontario Canada, reported by Tyler Hamilton, June 19 2009 edition of Toronto Star, a Solar farm project is planned to be develop, this falls as a “green” project hence it reduces dependency on electricity generated by plants that use fossil fuels. This is a good business, it attracts solar companies, thus, it could earn big profit and at the same time, it will help reduce hazardous elements and avoids big percentage of inadequate pollution.
I came to realization that, this kind project management should be given more attention. And shall be given more time to take into reality because this could help our environment to glow again, and bring back the life of earth. Why not make AI’s that works best for the good of the environment, it could be reducing of or enhancing of.
Further, “green” projects will lift the business people to earn higher profit likewise, synchronized aid to our environment. Plus, everyone is in the position to propose project management in all times or even state a comment to what maybe green projects are needed that could possible in the future would be an immense solution of today’s problems regarding with environment matters. For instance, I know an advertisement of a product, is a paint, not to mention the brand, it helps to lessen the air pollution. The paint has a substance that collects the hazardous elements, and likely-sticks to the paint and converts it to a non-hazardous one.
Friday, November 26, 2010
SO GRATEFUL...
They say that you have to be grateful always to HIM, even the simple and small things HE did for you. I am grateful. Even in the hardest times, I could say "thank you" because I have learned something that thought me.
But, I am grateful a lot in some other way, that really makes me happy and special.
I am happy that GOD gave him to me... I am happy for him 'coz he passed the board exam, yet I could really say I am happy because he gives time to me. Right after his exam, he just came here in Davao to spend time with me. Definitely sweet.
I could not ask for more. Spending a lot of time with him is still not enough for me. I pray to be with him forever. Always and Forever.
I am grateful I have him. I am: because I love him the way as much he loves me too.
A simple diary to open up my feelings for this day. How I wish, I could travel time always to spend the my time with him as what he does to me.
I am grateful enough and it makes my heart beat with a rhythm full of happiness and love.
I LOVE YOU...
But, I am grateful a lot in some other way, that really makes me happy and special.
I am happy that GOD gave him to me... I am happy for him 'coz he passed the board exam, yet I could really say I am happy because he gives time to me. Right after his exam, he just came here in Davao to spend time with me. Definitely sweet.
I could not ask for more. Spending a lot of time with him is still not enough for me. I pray to be with him forever. Always and Forever.
I am grateful I have him. I am: because I love him the way as much he loves me too.
A simple diary to open up my feelings for this day. How I wish, I could travel time always to spend the my time with him as what he does to me.
I am grateful enough and it makes my heart beat with a rhythm full of happiness and love.
I LOVE YOU...
Friday, July 30, 2010
Liar Me???
So kakainis ai...silent killer liar???
Currently I'm taking up the subject FTS (Field Trips and Seminars) which is part of my course. And obviously, money matters here. So, expected to be spending a big amount of it. Just right before any final decisions and meetings regarding with this, I've already contacted and told my aunts and uncles that I'll be using almost 12 thousand pesos. I informed and showed them the letter and everything in connection with our field trip. Therefore, they know about it.
But...
One afternoon, my uncle texted and asked me if I have already received the money. I replied "not yet or maybe aunt **** just didn't inform me".
Then last night... My uncle called me and we talked through phone.
He asked, "do you have any problem that you can't tell to your aunt?",
I said, "Nope"(confused),
He asked again,"so, tell me what's all about your field trip?" And so I detailed everything to him and the updates.
He said, "Ka, this is not the exact words said, just the thought. You're lying about the money and the field trip, It's what your aunt said. That's why I called you, I was just concerned because you said you didn't received the money I send to you" I WAS SHOCKED AND PAUSED FOR AWHILE. I wanted to cry because after all the respectful and gentle way of telling and informing them.
So,everything was all LIES? Was I just making my own field trip or what!? crazy stuffs! they're nuts!
Well, definitely and obviously, she really didn't even inform about the money. So, I knew it on my own. I opened the in-box of her phone, just right there...2 messages received. That's not a shocking part. "coz she really kept things that's for me.
Woo.. it hurts. I didn't know anything about the money and I was accused a liar. They're nuts again! If they're thinking that I just need money for my own needs and concerns, why would ask for 12 thousand pesos. They're crazy. That's why it's hard to talk and open to her some stuffs 'coz everything will just turn to nothing.
what a silent killer liar!
Currently I'm taking up the subject FTS (Field Trips and Seminars) which is part of my course. And obviously, money matters here. So, expected to be spending a big amount of it. Just right before any final decisions and meetings regarding with this, I've already contacted and told my aunts and uncles that I'll be using almost 12 thousand pesos. I informed and showed them the letter and everything in connection with our field trip. Therefore, they know about it.
But...
One afternoon, my uncle texted and asked me if I have already received the money. I replied "not yet or maybe aunt **** just didn't inform me".
Then last night... My uncle called me and we talked through phone.
He asked, "do you have any problem that you can't tell to your aunt?",
I said, "Nope"(confused),
He asked again,"so, tell me what's all about your field trip?" And so I detailed everything to him and the updates.
He said, "Ka, this is not the exact words said, just the thought. You're lying about the money and the field trip, It's what your aunt said. That's why I called you, I was just concerned because you said you didn't received the money I send to you" I WAS SHOCKED AND PAUSED FOR AWHILE. I wanted to cry because after all the respectful and gentle way of telling and informing them.
So,everything was all LIES? Was I just making my own field trip or what!? crazy stuffs! they're nuts!
Well, definitely and obviously, she really didn't even inform about the money. So, I knew it on my own. I opened the in-box of her phone, just right there...2 messages received. That's not a shocking part. "coz she really kept things that's for me.
Woo.. it hurts. I didn't know anything about the money and I was accused a liar. They're nuts again! If they're thinking that I just need money for my own needs and concerns, why would ask for 12 thousand pesos. They're crazy. That's why it's hard to talk and open to her some stuffs 'coz everything will just turn to nothing.
what a silent killer liar!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Here I Go Again...
Here I go again....
maraming bagay ang nagbabago. Kaya nga the only constant thing in this world is "CHANGE".
I didn't even notice na may baby na ang sister ko. First she got married and the next news I heard was she already got a child.
And ako...still the same feeling that keeps me from crying behind my shadow. I am matured in some things. Pero sa iisang bagay, kailanma'y... won't change.
Im getting 20. Imagine, i was just 17 then... tapos 20 na ako., getting older yet still the same.
Still the same kasi I'm still the "kaka" who was expecting of dreams coming true. Hanggang ngayon... Continuing to pray that I hope someday I can see her. I don't want to die unfulfilled. Nakakatawa. Everytime I make a blog, it's all about her. Kaso,that's the truth.
All I want is fullflment and happiness that nothing and nobody can cost to pay it. Is it immature if I don’t stop praying to see my mom? Is there something wrong if I act like a child? Is it wrong if I ask for happiness? Yung happiness that lasts until I break down...
Twenty years... Thinking of a portray of a family picture. I'm at the middle with face of a loved person, my Mama at my right side with her shoulders around me, my Papa at my left side smiling at me. Yet, I can never make a portray of it. Never. Because what I have now is the reality. That was just one of my dream na sana kahit yun man lang nangyari.
How I wish I could turn back time. Yung babalik ako in the past lives of my parents. I want to see them together. Even I''m just like a lost soul. Lost soul nga. I'm lost coz' I don't know where I'm going...I don’t know when I will realize to stop waiting from keep on hoping to see her. I never ask for a pot of money. Sana man lang makita ko siya. So that I could picture her face, her smile, and her eyes talking to me...
Everytime I celebrate my birthday. I can't feel the happiness. OO, masaya lang ngayon kasi you're with your friends. Laughing together and making new memories. Pero, paano yung "pagkatapos" nun? The pain kills me inside as it just gets bigger and leaving a huge hole in my heart. Don’t' I deserve happiness? Isang kahilingan tuwing kaarawan ko. But a prayer I always kneel down to. Yun lang... I know how impossible it is to happen, pero Ika nga., Nothings impossible if you believe. I always believe. I trust HIM kaya I don't stop hoping. I will never stop. And I really won’t stop, just letting it laid up as my imagination.
I'm not like a caterpillar that right after turning into a butterfly is already contented.
I was a child and turn into a lady. But, the same "me" crying all along. Trying to make myself calm. Looking for something. For that somebody. Fighting to ease the pain in spite of the scratches that cause it. But, why? I never see light that could wake me up.
Can I just cry and cry and cry until my tears run dry? I want to see her. I really want to hug her tight. I want to be in her arms forever. At kahit matanda na ako. My hair gets white. Kulubot ang pisngi. Malabo na ang mata , My wants and prayers won't change. Yun na yun pa rin ang gusto ko. I'm dying to see her and to have her in my life again. Ang hirap naman... How I wish I have powers to grant my own desire.
Sana nga, I also die kasama niya... So that I won't feel that I was left alone.
Letter to my mama:
Dear Mama,
I hope that as I'm making this you're at my side and nakikita mo how much I wanted to see you.
Musta? eh, kakainis my tears are running down. I know you're at peace. Very happy with Him. I hope nakikila mo pa ako. Sana hanggang ngayon ikaw pa rin ang guardian angel ko.
Alam ko you got disappointed and nagtatampo ka because there was times na hindi kita iniisip and since I got into a relationship. I am very much sorry about it. Pero alam mo, being with Joshua is a big help to me.
I feel joy with him. The unappreciated feeling was lost because of him. And I know nakikita mo yun.
I love you so much Mama. Minsan nalang ako mag.seryoso. And that is everytime may problem ako and I just write things down to make me good nalang.
Alam mo, in 20 years… I have lots of story to tell but Kung iisa-isahin ko pa yun that will take time and di kakasya sa blog ko.hehe
I can feel that you're really a great mom. Sana one time jams naman tayo. Hehe. Parang nag.abroad ka lang kaso nga lang super layo pa for a real world.
I love and miss you. I promise to be a good girl except in one thing. hehe. I'll be serious. I hold unto it. Di ko na ito paptagalin coz' I don't want to cry. I said to myself if I will write you a letter, sure talaga that marami akong sasabihin. Yet, wala akong masabi kasi ang alam ko , I can only tell my deepest and purest love for you kaya I became so speechless. But not really at all. hehe
Above all, I pray that you stay with me always. At nararamdaman ko na yun ngayon palang. Thank you for listening. And Thanks to YOU!
Love,
kaka
[updated: 07/22/2010]
maraming bagay ang nagbabago. Kaya nga the only constant thing in this world is "CHANGE".
I didn't even notice na may baby na ang sister ko. First she got married and the next news I heard was she already got a child.
And ako...still the same feeling that keeps me from crying behind my shadow. I am matured in some things. Pero sa iisang bagay, kailanma'y... won't change.
Im getting 20. Imagine, i was just 17 then... tapos 20 na ako., getting older yet still the same.
Still the same kasi I'm still the "kaka" who was expecting of dreams coming true. Hanggang ngayon... Continuing to pray that I hope someday I can see her. I don't want to die unfulfilled. Nakakatawa. Everytime I make a blog, it's all about her. Kaso,that's the truth.
All I want is fullflment and happiness that nothing and nobody can cost to pay it. Is it immature if I don’t stop praying to see my mom? Is there something wrong if I act like a child? Is it wrong if I ask for happiness? Yung happiness that lasts until I break down...
Twenty years... Thinking of a portray of a family picture. I'm at the middle with face of a loved person, my Mama at my right side with her shoulders around me, my Papa at my left side smiling at me. Yet, I can never make a portray of it. Never. Because what I have now is the reality. That was just one of my dream na sana kahit yun man lang nangyari.
How I wish I could turn back time. Yung babalik ako in the past lives of my parents. I want to see them together. Even I''m just like a lost soul. Lost soul nga. I'm lost coz' I don't know where I'm going...I don’t know when I will realize to stop waiting from keep on hoping to see her. I never ask for a pot of money. Sana man lang makita ko siya. So that I could picture her face, her smile, and her eyes talking to me...
Everytime I celebrate my birthday. I can't feel the happiness. OO, masaya lang ngayon kasi you're with your friends. Laughing together and making new memories. Pero, paano yung "pagkatapos" nun? The pain kills me inside as it just gets bigger and leaving a huge hole in my heart. Don’t' I deserve happiness? Isang kahilingan tuwing kaarawan ko. But a prayer I always kneel down to. Yun lang... I know how impossible it is to happen, pero Ika nga., Nothings impossible if you believe. I always believe. I trust HIM kaya I don't stop hoping. I will never stop. And I really won’t stop, just letting it laid up as my imagination.
I'm not like a caterpillar that right after turning into a butterfly is already contented.
I was a child and turn into a lady. But, the same "me" crying all along. Trying to make myself calm. Looking for something. For that somebody. Fighting to ease the pain in spite of the scratches that cause it. But, why? I never see light that could wake me up.
Can I just cry and cry and cry until my tears run dry? I want to see her. I really want to hug her tight. I want to be in her arms forever. At kahit matanda na ako. My hair gets white. Kulubot ang pisngi. Malabo na ang mata , My wants and prayers won't change. Yun na yun pa rin ang gusto ko. I'm dying to see her and to have her in my life again. Ang hirap naman... How I wish I have powers to grant my own desire.
Sana nga, I also die kasama niya... So that I won't feel that I was left alone.
Letter to my mama:
Dear Mama,
I hope that as I'm making this you're at my side and nakikita mo how much I wanted to see you.
Musta? eh, kakainis my tears are running down. I know you're at peace. Very happy with Him. I hope nakikila mo pa ako. Sana hanggang ngayon ikaw pa rin ang guardian angel ko.
Alam ko you got disappointed and nagtatampo ka because there was times na hindi kita iniisip and since I got into a relationship. I am very much sorry about it. Pero alam mo, being with Joshua is a big help to me.
I feel joy with him. The unappreciated feeling was lost because of him. And I know nakikita mo yun.
I love you so much Mama. Minsan nalang ako mag.seryoso. And that is everytime may problem ako and I just write things down to make me good nalang.
Alam mo, in 20 years… I have lots of story to tell but Kung iisa-isahin ko pa yun that will take time and di kakasya sa blog ko.hehe
I can feel that you're really a great mom. Sana one time jams naman tayo. Hehe. Parang nag.abroad ka lang kaso nga lang super layo pa for a real world.
I love and miss you. I promise to be a good girl except in one thing. hehe. I'll be serious. I hold unto it. Di ko na ito paptagalin coz' I don't want to cry. I said to myself if I will write you a letter, sure talaga that marami akong sasabihin. Yet, wala akong masabi kasi ang alam ko , I can only tell my deepest and purest love for you kaya I became so speechless. But not really at all. hehe
Above all, I pray that you stay with me always. At nararamdaman ko na yun ngayon palang. Thank you for listening. And Thanks to YOU!
Love,
kaka
[updated: 07/22/2010]
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