It's been a long time since I haven't posted a new blog. A lot of things happened, and it's too long to make a list of it. So i'd rather share this crazy little thing called "headache".
It doesn't feels good because it's been two weeks already, my head aches. Not totally, painful but it still cracks my feelings and I hate it! hehe. I can't concentrate in doing something so because I'd rather chose to sleep. Yet, it still aches. Is it because of my eyes? hmm..
Crazy little thing called "Headache" scruffs me, and NAKAKAINIS! Can I just shout it out, if it helps...haizt...
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
Missing her...
A funny and dramatic story...
Every time I'm washing my clothes, I sing so that I will also find myself entertained. Earlier, this afternoon, I was already drying up my clothes, I sang again. It just slip in my tongue to sing "Because you love me" by Celine Dion.
I was still in the lyrics part of "for all those times you stood by me, for all the truth that you made me see,for all the joy you gave to my life, for all the wrongs that you made right,for every dream you made come true, for all the love I've found in you" My voice was already stopping and it really sounds I'm gonna cry. But I finished it, "I'll be forever thankful baby, you're the one who held me up, never let me fall, you're the one who see me through, through it all..."
I went up stair to wash the dishes, and then I just cried... I cried so hard, just like a child who was lost in the middle of the shopping mall. It was funny but I pity myself for acting like that.
I cried and cried without even knowing what's the reason at all. Then, I went to my room to see my face crying, my eyes were red, and my tears didn't stop falling, my voice was already getting louder. I just then realized, I'm very much thankful that God gave me my MOMMMY (grandmother) and I'm not yet ready to stand alone, I still depend on her.
During Christmas vacation... I had a lot of time staying beside her. I can still remember when I went close to her and laid on her lap, then she brushed my hair just like when I was small child... Her hands touches softly my hair and caressed my soul. And I missed it that way. I never thought it will happen again after a long long time. I pray to spend more time with her.
I thank her a lot for guiding me all through out even we can only see each other during Christmas vacation. I'm glad I grew up with her and knew her as my second mother but definitely I knew her all my life as My mother not just as grandmother. My mommy. I love her so much. I pray to spend lifetime with her so that I can give her the beautiful days I want to share with her more.
Every time I'm washing my clothes, I sing so that I will also find myself entertained. Earlier, this afternoon, I was already drying up my clothes, I sang again. It just slip in my tongue to sing "Because you love me" by Celine Dion.
I was still in the lyrics part of "for all those times you stood by me, for all the truth that you made me see,for all the joy you gave to my life, for all the wrongs that you made right,for every dream you made come true, for all the love I've found in you" My voice was already stopping and it really sounds I'm gonna cry. But I finished it, "I'll be forever thankful baby, you're the one who held me up, never let me fall, you're the one who see me through, through it all..."
I went up stair to wash the dishes, and then I just cried... I cried so hard, just like a child who was lost in the middle of the shopping mall. It was funny but I pity myself for acting like that.
I cried and cried without even knowing what's the reason at all. Then, I went to my room to see my face crying, my eyes were red, and my tears didn't stop falling, my voice was already getting louder. I just then realized, I'm very much thankful that God gave me my MOMMMY (grandmother) and I'm not yet ready to stand alone, I still depend on her.
During Christmas vacation... I had a lot of time staying beside her. I can still remember when I went close to her and laid on her lap, then she brushed my hair just like when I was small child... Her hands touches softly my hair and caressed my soul. And I missed it that way. I never thought it will happen again after a long long time. I pray to spend more time with her.
I thank her a lot for guiding me all through out even we can only see each other during Christmas vacation. I'm glad I grew up with her and knew her as my second mother but definitely I knew her all my life as My mother not just as grandmother. My mommy. I love her so much. I pray to spend lifetime with her so that I can give her the beautiful days I want to share with her more.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
2011...2012
...2011 ha finally arrived.
It feels good I'm still breathing as I also welcome New Year of my life. It feels happy but at the same time, it feels like a little bit nerve-cracking. Sounds like that. Why? Because of the thought by next year its 2012, which believed to its the end of the world. Crazy to think of but its a fact and part of the reality or my life and our lives.
I'm happy because I cherished again new memorable moments with family, friends, and with my bes. But, I was also thinking, what if 2012 will be a year of disaster. Signs are already existing at the very early years, what more now of 2011. The plants were frozen in Baguio because of the climate, here in Davao, it was raining so hard and very cold but now it is so hot. Wow. A lot of people will die because of climate change. I believe I can still do something to help the ozone layer lessen its hazardous effects.
I love my life. Definitely, everybody love their lives. And surely, everyone cares for their survival. And I hope, I was given a gift of power to protect the earth and bring it back how it was when it was still fresh and still blooming.
I love this year, but I'm already alerted on what is life within this year and to the incoming year, they're saying "THE END OF THE WORLD".
I pray there's a CHANGE. And I'll start it with me. Guys do your thing to live longer and protect our lives and our MOTHER EARTH.
It feels good I'm still breathing as I also welcome New Year of my life. It feels happy but at the same time, it feels like a little bit nerve-cracking. Sounds like that. Why? Because of the thought by next year its 2012, which believed to its the end of the world. Crazy to think of but its a fact and part of the reality or my life and our lives.
I'm happy because I cherished again new memorable moments with family, friends, and with my bes. But, I was also thinking, what if 2012 will be a year of disaster. Signs are already existing at the very early years, what more now of 2011. The plants were frozen in Baguio because of the climate, here in Davao, it was raining so hard and very cold but now it is so hot. Wow. A lot of people will die because of climate change. I believe I can still do something to help the ozone layer lessen its hazardous effects.
I love my life. Definitely, everybody love their lives. And surely, everyone cares for their survival. And I hope, I was given a gift of power to protect the earth and bring it back how it was when it was still fresh and still blooming.
I love this year, but I'm already alerted on what is life within this year and to the incoming year, they're saying "THE END OF THE WORLD".
I pray there's a CHANGE. And I'll start it with me. Guys do your thing to live longer and protect our lives and our MOTHER EARTH.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)